Family Happiness & Health

[myfs_152200]

HI
Since I got married with my husband (born in year of tiger , age 37), I don't have a peace of mind. My husband is the bst husband in the worl but his family is giving me lots of problem especially my mother in law (born in year of tiger, age 63).
My mother in lawa gave me lots of hard time due to her conservative way of doing things. Her extremly cleaniness & only trust her own self makes me feel very uneasy. Though I don't have any fight with her except once in year 2006 due to her accusing me for giving a dirty apple to my daughter. I stayed with my in law since My first child is born, then we move out & move back again in year 2009 when my 2nd child is born. My in law house is facing north west & my room is on the left side of the house.My mother in law (MIL) likesto nag, scold & accusedme for small little little things. I tolerated since 2004. However, I had a bad time during my 2nd child deliver, I lost my womb. Since then, I was very depressed follow with lots of nagging, accusing & etc my condition become worst. Last year Dec, my husband got into an accident, he's ok but my MIL was badly hurt. Our maid ran away, so the house work is leaft for me to be taken care. I employed a part time maid to clean the house & get someone to prepare lunch & dinner. Yet because of MIL stubbornness I have to suffer by doing all the washing (clothes & kitchen utnesil) evey day till 11p.m or 12 midnite. I hate doing it, cos I'm a working mom & have to travel to Kl everyday. It's very tiring. Nobody pity me including my husband. Just asked me to do it. I don't mind paying but my MIL is skilling me with hercleaniness & stubbornness, saying the partimer can't doing the washing as clean as she wants.
I wanted to move out from my MILhouse (northwest) as I'm not happy livng there. My husband ask me to give him anotehr year, but I do not know If I have the LIFE to stay or be around for another year. I was diagnosed with diabetes Type1 since Feb 2011 due to the stress that my MIL & my husband family gave me. I sacrifed for the sake of my kids but nobody understand my pain. I just want to leave for good. I want to live happily with my family. Nowadaysm, I'm so sensitve that if MIL say something it will heat me/ my emotionbadly. Sometime I'm out of my mind; wanted to scream, jump, run away, stay away or even kill myself.
I have a house (facing West) but was not satying there for the past 2 years. Wanted to move there asap.
Though my MIL simpity me that I was diagnosed with type1 diabetes & has to be on insulin for the rest of my life...but I no longer have any heart to stay with them. I do it for the sake of my kids.No matter how good she treats me, I no longer have the heart on them anymore. I care for old people because I was brougt up by my grandma. But what they've done on me hurt me to much that I cannot forgive them.
I do not want bad things keep happening to me, as I want to have a good health, mind, body & sould to takae care of my 2 daughters (5 yeasr & 2 years).
Pls tell me what to do so that I can stay healthy, happily with my family.
Wanted to know if me & my husband are suitable to be together.
Is house facing Nortwest direction bad for me (dragon 19/02/1976)
Is hosue facing west direction bad for me too?