money, financial los

[myfs_102860]

jeez, this is a good example. I just tried to edit my long message and it was lost.

i moved to a house 2 years ago things have gone from bad to worse. constant communication problems

computer breaks down, tires flat on car, two cars lost, income lost (41,000-28,000 -14,000), phone breaks or has unexplained static so much so you cannot hear

problems with spiders, then flies, then ants

the house was empty for 2 years, it was rented the people loss their business, claimed bankruptcy (all within 8 months of moving there).

my daughter 7 has had problems in school (academic) and with keeping friends

I have insomnia and cannot sleep without sleeping pills, I have gained 40 pounds

The yard was a mess, blackberry brambles (30 feet high) dead trees, trash garbage (hypodemic needles, old car parts etc), I have cleared much of it away. There is an old garden shed rusted and falling down that I do not have the money to replace. This is in the wealth section.

When I fix one thing another falls apart. Right now I am finally working again but at 1/3 of what I used to make. I got the computer fixed the other day and within 40 minutes the printer broke. My car was repossed. I am late on the house.

The 2 years at this house have been at times very peaceful (despite having very little money) and marked heavily by arguements, anger, hate and financial loss and worries. My ex-husband (who was at fault for divorce) has done everything in is power to harrass, hurt and make things as difficult as possible for my daughter and I. I love the yard, the area, the style of the house...I can see exactly how I would remodel if I had the means. The yard is wonderful. Lots of birds, deer, raccoons. There is much that I love about this place.

If I had the money I would just move but I no longer know what to do.

I was told by a fung shui person that the house faces NW which is a bad area for me.

I am so stressed out I feel like throwing up all the time.

Please help.